My bloG sKiN~

i keep edit edit edit and edit the HTML ...
but i still cant get the result that i want~ >< ...

aiks~~

so thrill with my old background~
i just want to change the background but not the templet~
but still cant

dunno~ mayb i'm just not good enough
arrrr .. who can teach me?
== ....

nth to watch lately~
yday night just watch [ TRANSFORMER ] .. xD
so nice~^^ ... nice nice nice~^^

== ... mom bugging me again and again and again and again ... == ~~
keep bugging me ... bugging ... omg~~ stop please~~ ==
aiks~~ >< ...

nth to do~~
i want play badminton again~
haha ... everyday play the best...xD...

yday when bed time.. was listening to my music..
suddenly a wind band music pop out ... ><
dunno y .. i dun like to hear them anymore ..
mayb is because the pressure from our wind band ..
we are getting worse and worse by the time~
haiz.. no doupt ..
we just cant compete with other wind band ...
cause our technique is just too ... too ... .. oh~ u know it~~
sigh~

hsing's english really improved alot~~xD
haha ... cz she watch a lot of '' gossip girl''... xD

haiz .. so many things to do .. and so many things i havent do..
my bro baught a NOKIA Nseries N82 ... >< ... omg ...
although he bought it few months ago..
but i just realize .. N82 contains 5 megapixel camera .. plus it has mapping and many interesting function..
omg~~ it was way more better than our portable camera .. which is bought from KLIA before mom and dad depart to bangkok ... it just 3.2 megapixel .. ==.. and it's Olympus.. == ..
i hate Olympus ... i like canon~~ ^^...
i want buy a canon camera .. but .. i have no money~
work to earn money ?? ... yeah right .. haha .. i was too lazy to work~
i think I'll just have to borrow from eunice for 巡回.. her canon ixus~^^
wooh~^^ ... love it~!!! ... xD
here are some photos of N82 ... [ applause pls~~~~xD]

this is which my bro used~
and this is black colour.. and it's way more
cooler than the silver one

but you'll just have to take good care of it.. and dun use finger nails... and dun get it scratch ... otherwise u'll just regret ... cz the paint on the phone can be easily scratch away~hahaha~~

天气真的很热 ...

天啊... 快点下雨啦... >< ... 很热啊...平常又一直下...现在热到快融化了啦... ><
最近的脊椎又不好...睡一下都痛...><....

昨天跟yuan, kevin, hui qi, hui ying 打羽球...打到整个手都痛了...哈哈..
唉...然后还有前天跟yuan发生的事情也不想再拿出来讨论了....== ...
解决了就算了...呃~~~~~

然而也不知道这个blog是否再那么安全的写秘密了... >< ...
其实也是想给他看我的blog...只是有时候生气他的话就写在这里总不能让他看到我写什么的嘛...
但...他已经知道了...><...也不知道他怎样找到...><...当然我更不想知道他看了什么...
唉...无奈啊...><...

yuan啊...不要再看了啦.... ><.....

啊................... ><

不知道不知道不知道啊... ><
我什么都不知道啊.... ><....
为什么要告诉我啊... ><...

你知道了什么东西而我不知道吗... ><...
啊................

我真的变了很多吗?????????????????????????? ><...
有吗???? ?><
哄~~~~~~~~~~~我不知道啊..... ><

不知道不知道不知道啊.... ><

== .....

唉....

我要彻彻底底的大改变.... ><

大改变啊... ><

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

对不起你 ... >< ....

对不起 ... ><

haPpY B'daY to JiaYinG

haha .. today is jia ying bday eh .. ^^...
actually i've totally forget bout it .. thanks to Kuan remind me ..
hehe... dunno want buy wat for jia ying... thinking a bday card will be nice and much more meaningfull~^^...right??... cz i dunno wat she likes... haha .. paiseh~plus i'm running out of money dude~
dad dont want giv me monthly pocket money... == ... sad~~~ ><...

so .. today is jia ying bday...
will yuan remember bout her bday?.. and wish her by the time when it hits 12a.m. ??
will he?? well ... i know it has been 8 months since me and yuan had been together...
but ... i still cant accept that ...
cz i know he still got little feel on her~
i know he felt happy together with me ... but however it would also left a little feel towards jia ying...
am i right?? .... but i hope not~

haiz... watever~

if when the day comes for us to broke up ...
how will i be for the rest of the day??? ..
a thought just comes to me that telling to broke up with yuan ... hahaha..
are u thinking that i'm insane?? xD ...
i think i am~~

come on ... i wont do that to him or to myself ...
no .. i wont~~ i liked him ..
definitely i wont do that...

yaKsi 的组员~~~~

叫她吃大便~
算我倒霉有这样的组员...
早知道就不要通知她明天有团员大会...
== ...
吃大便啦... == ....

倒不如你之前就不要选进管乐团啦
少你一个不多你一个啊~
你没进管乐也没人会可惜你没进啊... ==

啊~ ~~
最好你消失在这世界上~~
不要再给我看到你~~~

今天那个忧郁症的老师没收了 Nee 的PSP... ==
都是我害的... 哈哈哈...谁叫我跟Nee不用考试了喔...
没事做就玩咯...又没有打扰到你啦...
我正玩得刺激加上Nee看得兴奋的时候...
那时老师已经在我们隔壁了...哈哈哈...
只好给她咯...哇...她还把Nee的PSP用丢的方式放在桌上哦...==
然后我们两个就在那边笑... xD
老师就开始骂其他人...骂那些讲话的人...因为其他人还要考UEC...就除了我和Nee...
那些要考的人就显得自己不在乎统考华语科目...
结果老师顶不顺大发雷霆...然后走人...
结果没再回来了...
哈哈哈...

我知道在老师上课时玩PSP不对...
可是我就是很讨厌她...==...

都不知道要几时去跟老师拿回PSP...
唉...抱歉啦Nee...
连高二的朋友认识这老师都说她神经好像有问题的...==...

唉...明天还要上忧郁症的课呃~ ==
她还骂我跟Nee''不用再考了就不用来学校啦~~还来做莫~~不用来啦''
cheh~~你以为我很想来啊?! .. ==...
要不是因为会被扣分然后还要请假那么麻烦..我早都不来了啦... ==
come on ... u're the new comer in chong hwa ... ==
==...

poor teacher ... pity pity ...
haiz~~
hate her so much~

剪了头发~^^

哈哈...刚刚剪了头发回来~^^
给你们看照片~^^





haha...ugly???
haha .. chin chai lah .. i like jiu hao .. xD

快疯了

今天要去剪头发~
哪里知道下大雨~ == ...
这几天都在下大雨... 连续下... 不知道为什么~
唉 .... 隐形眼镜有点模糊~ 很讨厌 .... 很 fed-up.. ==
很很很很超级 fed-up~

昨晚...应该是说..今天早上凌晨...刚打完 [ 3:25a.m.CANT SLEEP] 这篇后就上去睡了
也说到妈妈下来... 之前听到家后面的屋顶有声音... 而且附近的邻居的狗也在吠~
妈妈问我有没有听到后面有声音~
我说有~ 过后就上去楼上睡了...

因为我跟爸妈一起睡在同一间房间的...进房不久...那些狗还在吠...过后听到猴子叫的声音...==
去年也有猴子出现在我们家附近...那只猴子都来偷东西吃...不过消失很久了...
过后就稍微听到我们家里的屋顶有声音...唝唝声~那时是隐隐约约的...
过后再次听到了... 不过这次是很大声...很明显的...
我和妈都被吓坏了...就叫爸起来说我们屋里进了贼...
爸拉开窗口看看家后有什么动静...我那时很害怕...万一那些贼闯进来我们房里怎么办...
我就打了封 msg 给 aunty choo 若发生的话就立即 send 给她~
那些狗吠得更猛...过了一会儿...没声音了~~
爸妈也回到床去...可是我的心还是拼命的跳~~
真得很害怕~~~

七点多爸起来准备去做工...那时我还半睡半醒的状态...依然为凌晨的那件事而感到害怕~
害怕那些贼还在家里面~~
然后就睡到下午2 点才起床~~

依然有点害怕~~
刚上楼到 balcony 帮妈收衣服时都感到害怕~== ....
真的不希望家里半夜或几时都好...会发生进贼的事情~~

3:25a.M.CANT SLEEP~~~@.@

啊...睡不着啊...
这几天都是这样...是很多天了都是这样
半夜又饿到死...以前 june, eunice, vincent, aunty choo 他们一起到 mamak 那边吃
现在 june & eunice 都做工了... vincent 也不会再来了.. 因为 june 和 vincent 分手了~==
他们相爱了那么久..不知道为什么好好的他们会分~ >< ... 真的很想念 vincent ~ ><
想念我们以前一起出去吃东西... 看戏逛街... 吃好吃的东西............. ><

唉... 这几天想找个人出来喝茶都没办法 ...
yuan 说的'' 谁理你哦~''
唉 ... of course no one will bother me~ ><
but i really boring~

haiz~~~~~
watever

haiz .. it's almost to 4a.m.~~~
wat can i do???? ( go to bed and sleep)
but i cant~
yday lying on the bed~~~staired ~~
until 5 a.m. in the morning~~

yeah yeah ... watever~~
mom came down ... asked me why still dun want sleep~
i dint answer her question ... just editing my blog~

she switched off the tv and walked to the toilet~
few minutes past by .. still havent come out ~
i guess she was doing her '' cake '' ~~ == ....

tmr i have to go cut my hair ~ == ..
it's getting longer .. and it's bugging me~ == ...
saturday schools until 22 october .. == ... better than at home ... ==

偷偷爱着你 [ 日版花样少男少女] ^^

今天终于看完 >>>> 偷偷爱着你 [ 日版花样少男少女]...
哈哈~^^...其实跟台湾的相差不是很多而已啦~
只是日版的结尾比较好~^^...我喜欢~xD..^^

^^ ... 还不错~建议你去看~^^

^^...全部都很帅~xD

^^ ... 女主角和男主角~

^^...都很帅..xD

^^...如果那是他...那是我就好咯~xD

having concert with the Jonas Brothers XD

hehe ... yesterday i dreamed ~^^
dreamed that I was having concert with the Jonas Brothers.. xD
so funny~xD
but i like it ... hahaha...^^ .. ^^.. ^^.. ^^~
I also dreamed two boys want '' kao'' me~xD
but in dream, i also think that yuan already is my boy fren ..
so i cannot 变心.. cannot so greedy having another guy ~xD

In my dream i also promise myself cannot betrade yuan..
haha~ although i want to ~xD ...
aiyo .. in my dream only mah .. not in real life also ..
hahaha~ ^^

well .. it's has been 2 weeks my holiday went now~
and everyday i just waste my time sitting by the computer watching movie~
I want to work at my aunt's hotel ~
But no one accompany me~ >< ...=(
heng~ =(

WinG WinG hs '' bao gak'' eh~
very pity ~ >< ...
haiz .. the person who broke into other's ppl hs so bad~
sry to hear bout that Wing Wing~

== ... wt* ... mom want me to wash my school shoe ..== ...
halo~~~ i'm holiday-ing here~~~
still wash for wat oh~~ == ...
deng~

难道就是这样吗?><

昨晚被他气死了... >< .. 唉
看戏看到半夜两点多了都还想去睡觉...><
说想要把它看完先...>< ..难道她明天不用读书吗??

他这种行为就让我觉得他好像不关心自己的学业那样..
难道我之前的行为也是好像他那样让他认为我不重视自己的学业吗?
我想就是这样吧...

算了吧~~
也许他想只是隔天要上学读书而已嘛..又不是要考试了
就这样想看戏看到那么夜吧~
嗯~ ><

成绩差我也真的很不想~

''如果你能像关心我考试关心自己的考试就好了~^^''

难道我对他来说...在他眼里我是那么的不关心我的成绩吗?><...
i hate it when it talks about my result ...
i really hate that ...
i know my results are bad ... so bad ..
so what's the big deal ...
cant it just dont discuss about it?
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~

i really hate myself ...
== ....


watever

[ 小六家长日]

唉.. 也没怎么特别的一天...
也只是一个表演让家长的孩子近来中华这个'' 大家庭'' 而已...==
哼.... 不要近来中华啦 .. 陀衰你而已.. == ...
中华并非以前的中华咯~~~

跟小提琴一起合奏 '' Kan Kan 舞曲'' .. & '' Carmen(卡门)''
管乐+小提琴 =??? ....
Answer is~~~ Deng Deng .. 管旋乐队~ [ Orchestra ]

我不要管旋乐队 .. >< .. 因为... 我不喜欢咯.. xD

今天我们穿跟往常一样咯~ [ 黑色长袖+黑色长裤]
呵呵.. 今天还向 Ling 借他的黑色长袖来穿..
一穿上去而已...哇~很短啊...弯腰而已..后面就会露出~
本来想跟她买的~ 可是ahyan+ hsing 叫我不要买..
因为可以的话..就自己买咯.. 他们也说太短不好看~
我也没想法哦.. 就听他们的咯...

然后12点酱就完毕了...
然后去 UMA 吃maggi goreng~
哈哈... 吃到饱饱~然后回家...

阿咪的 spaghetti .. 哈哈..很好吃!^^

阿咪的jelly果冻~还好而已~~=(

葆雯.. [Saxophone-ing]xD

who?xD .. me lo~~ xD

** sHiT rEsuLt **
what the heck ~ i so hate my result ... 直线下降啊~~X( ...
haiz .. 我知道总平均一定会退步很多... >< ..
really don't know what i can do with those shit result ..
i think nothing i can do now .. cz .. i'm already holiday ... xD ..
while the others still having their final year exams ... xD ...
but i still felt depress with my sHiT rEsuLt ..
darn myself .. == ...

** At HoMe **
holiday lo .. hahaha~ xD ... what can i do at home??
hmmm~~
go work at my aunt's HOTEL ?? should i or shouldn't i ??
but i'm lazy to go to work from morning until noon~~
it's very tiring~~ i hate that very much~
unless yuan is there with me~ XD ..
hahaha ~~

** Yu@N **
hmmm~ just when out with him this wednesday~ ^^
that day is Hari Raya .. so we went out having our date lo~~^^
haha .. i was really happy on that day .. ^^ ..
very very very happy .. ^^ ...

we went to see 画皮~^^
it was nice .. but .. got a part which the 妖精 pulled off its human skin on its body ...
oh .. that part was so shit~ >< ... omg~><
after movie .. we walk and walk and walk .. nothing else we can do at The Curve except walking ..

when going back home having little small trouble with that~
taking texi was so troubleling~ ==
heng~ after taking texi back to kevin's hs to take back his car ..
thn he fetch me back to titiwangsa thn dad fetch me back~

oh ya~ i felt that kevin's mom kinda not like me .== ...
i dunno why ... mayb she thinnks that i'm a bad girl .. >< ...
haiz~~

[me and yuan ate all these 6 donuts from Big Apple xD]

it do looked delicious huh?! .. xD

sTuPiD rEsuLt

wat the heck ...
wat kind of result i had get on my uec trial ..
omg ..


i can go die ... D.I.E ...

shit dude .. omg ..
aiyo .. Geography : 42/100 .. == .. so dead .. average : 66/100..

luckily i pass ..

next is Bio : 14/34 ... == ..
Chemist : 9/?? ==. .. >< ..

OMG ... but luckily ..
English : PMR trial : 65/90 .. well .. for me it wasn't good enough ..

haiz~~ i'm so dead with those stupid result ~~

I'm free at Last

haha... exam finally all over ..
dun need bother to studies now ... xD
say bye bye to studies...xD

last day exam in form 3~~
shuang dao bao~~xD...
haha ... i'm free at last ... xD
damn happy dude ~~~ hahaha .. xD

yuan sms me and told me that he had reached school and waited me at the park..
Nee , Wing , Suyi said want go visit yuan .. haha .. thn they follow me together~
haha .. aiyo~so funny when they saw yuan .. haha ...
after few minutes i get into yuan's car .. Nee and Wing sms me ..
Nee : [ 车震了没有哦?xD ] .... Wing : [ 拉 handbrake 了没有哦..xD] ...
haiz .. let them zadao .. xD ... yuan also laugh~~

then me and yuan went to '' 记得食'' somewhere at kepong along the steet road ..
we ate 西米露~~ mango flavour~^^
well.. it wasn't that tasty at all .. haha ...
still '' 炮兵'' the best .. yup~xD

thn sat in the car chatting.. when back to school at 1:56pm ..
thn half way back .. yujun called .. haha ... she taught i put her '' aeroplane '' .. xD
aiyo .. me wont that bad de ..
reached at 2:20pm like taht ... thn say goodbye to yuan ...
meet with KuaN .. exYne ... we three go Mutiara eat '' 大姨妈'' ... xD
thn 4 something went back home ... ^^

was fun today .. especially with yuan .. ^^ ..
besides that ... i got something to say ...
[ I'm Free ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~xD]

6/9 Sep + end of pmr trial

[[考试]]

PMR 预试... 考得很差~可以说是见年内考得最差的一次长期考试... 昏啊~~~
数学，地理(国文版)，science，国文...死到惨惨...@.@...
噢我天...这次的考试真的很堕落...哈哈...
没关系呱...因为还有统考预试 ... 不过我觉得都会一样烂的吧... 哈哈...xD ...
随便啦 .. 反正我就是不要拿到太高分然后去到前面班读...=P...哈哈...:P

[[欢送会???]]

噢..这也是个烦恼啊.....下个拜二就是欢送会了...但是我们的游戏联课一直不批啊~
然而文书组的纪念品 .. >< .. 我真的很担心他们所谓的扑克牌... 哄~~~我不想看到失败/做不成的纪念品啊~~... >< .. 文书组~不要让我失望..ok???><...

hmmm~然后...没什么东西了哦...哈哈...
要知道我跟''他''的东西??...哈哈~
也没什么特别的啦...因为他都开始读书了嘛...所以会比较比较比较少见面了咯...
上次下雨,然后钰君就问了国荣可不可以坐yuan 的车出去...然后我没怎么反对要做他的车咯...
不过由于葆雯,exyne,maggie,文静...都要做哦...而且他们这四位有很迟很迟才出来...然后yuan和他妹就在车里一直等一直等...然后我也知道他妹的脾气...于是我就不想做他车出去的...可是钰君又不让我走路出去...况且又下着雨~但最后我还是上了他的车...
上到车而已...就看到yuan一只望着我...可是那眼神让我觉得他好像生气了....但应该是他为了不要让他妹看到他笑才那么严肃呱....然后四点所他sms来...说下雨了叫我小心一点...然后问了他刚才是不是有生气到..他说没有..只是等了有点久...^^

these few days ..

wooh .. been a time i din update my blog here .. =)

cz not in the mood for typing long journal .. xD

well .. these few days [ high school ]

busy with the committee things ...

everyday 1st recess hav to go to 联课 with xin hua ..

how frustrating ... i really hate to find them ..

and every time they hav to ask those question which hav nth to do with them

like .. inside 手册 how will be decorated with ..

like .. wats that gonna to do with them .. == ...

even the games they also want to take in charge of ..

come on .. we play wat game is none of ur business okay?!...

besides than that .. [ studies ]

** pmr trial **just left for only 10 days ...

** uec trial ** just left for not more than 4 weeks time ..

exams are getting closer by the minute ...

but i havent study for any subject at all ...

everyday reached home i just eat, sleep, watch, surfing the web...

nth else i will do other than those ...

haiz ... 堕落 ... >< ... i know i know ... ><

[ yuan ]

haha .. ^^ ... having time with him is the best time for me .. xD

last friday i just went out with him and other guys for SATE at kajang ..

he fetch me at titiwangsa bus station .. ^^..

and then we went to fetch kevin thn park at somewhere which not very near from the KTM

we've to walk for a distance and take KTM to Midvalley to buy Big Apple for yugi as his pre- bday

thn me, yuan and kevin went for McD ice cream...

when yuan eating, all the ice cream melt to his hands .. =D...

just seems like he havent ate ice cream for decades .. xD .. like a kid ... xD

5 o'clock .. outside it's raining like cats and dogs ...

we hav to rush back by KTM .. or else will be stuck with all the ppl in the train.. ><

after reaching at KTM .. it's raining more worse than just now ..

I just have an umbrella and it's just enough for one person ..

no other choices .. me and yuan hav to share the umbrella and walk back togather ..

haha ... it is better off without the umbrella than having it ..

walking back to yuan's car,

the road was water every where and my slipper are causing me to slipped ..

so i just hav to take off and walk with bare foot ... xD

but it's so painfull walking on the road ..

me and yuan were all wet ... ><

after we get into the car, we suggest kevin run back to the car himself without the umbrella .. xD

haha ... thn we went back to kevin's hs for a wash ...

I didnt bought any clothes with me .. so yuan borrows me his shirt .. xD ..

and kevin borrows his chong hwa exercise pants for me.. xD

felt so much better with the dry clothes .. ^^..

after that we go fetch eng, kimhan, yugi ...

we were suppose to wait at reckitt hs .. but he havent back home from 1U ..

so in the car.. back sit got kevin, eng, kimhan and yugi .. front sit just me and yuan ..

haha .. behind there were suggesting where should we go for not waiting at reckitt's hs ..

thn suggestion made .. we went back to kevin's hs .. haha ...

when we reached outside kevin's hs ..

becz of kevin borrow his shirt to yuan and the shirt were too big for him,

so he borrow clothes from eng and he just take off his clothes behind his car..

just as equal as he change his clothes on the road and outside kevin's hs .. hahah ...

time past .. reckitt was back and it is time to move on to kajang

and so we hav to stop at a petrol station somewhere at kajang to wait for reckitt's fren to meet us..

in the car, me and yuan were laying on the sit side to side .. chatting ..

suddenly a FLASH ... it's reckitt taking photo of me and yuan in his car ...

haha .. me and yuan were doing nth bad .. but reckitt also want take photo of us .. ==

thn we move on .. SATE KAJANG .. we reached ..

eating sate .. chatting happily .. ^^

midnight 12 o'clock reached ...

me and yuan holding hands back to the car park .. ^^ ..

and he fetch me back to my hs ...

1 something i reached home .. ^^ ..

he, eng and kevin went back to reckitt hs overnight ..

it was so happy and sweet get to go out with him .. haha .. ^^ ...

很不开心啊... ><

现在很不开心啊...

大便人今天一整天都没来找我啊...

早上回来的时候都不来找一找我....

算了咯..

去买水喝的时候看到他的车 park 在光前堂旁边...

就以为他还在学校内...

结果跟 ah kuan 去找他...可是却找不到哦...

算了咯...

午餐的时候跟[eng][boon][nen][ting][kuan]到 Mutiara 吃...

然后 eng 就讲一大堆 yuan 的东西...

(1) yuan 九月时会在 kevin 那所学校读书了... [ 他没告诉我]

(2)今天 yuan 不会回他家... [ 他也没告诉我]

身为他女朋友的我什么都不知道....

真的很生气...

不知道是在生气自己还是生气他...

生气自己是因为身为他的女朋友我什么都不知道....><

生气他是因为他不告诉我 ... ==

都不知道要怎么样 ...

什么哦现在 .... == ....

grrrrr ....