剪了头发~^^

哈哈...刚刚剪了头发回来~^^
给你们看照片~^^





haha...ugly???
haha .. chin chai lah .. i like jiu hao .. xD

快疯了

今天要去剪头发~
哪里知道下大雨~ == ...
这几天都在下大雨... 连续下... 不知道为什么~
唉 .... 隐形眼镜有点模糊~ 很讨厌 .... 很 fed-up.. ==
很很很很超级 fed-up~

昨晚...应该是说..今天早上凌晨...刚打完 [ 3:25a.m.CANT SLEEP] 这篇后就上去睡了
也说到妈妈下来... 之前听到家后面的屋顶有声音... 而且附近的邻居的狗也在吠~
妈妈问我有没有听到后面有声音~
我说有~ 过后就上去楼上睡了...

因为我跟爸妈一起睡在同一间房间的...进房不久...那些狗还在吠...过后听到猴子叫的声音...==
去年也有猴子出现在我们家附近...那只猴子都来偷东西吃...不过消失很久了...
过后就稍微听到我们家里的屋顶有声音...唝唝声~那时是隐隐约约的...
过后再次听到了... 不过这次是很大声...很明显的...
我和妈都被吓坏了...就叫爸起来说我们屋里进了贼...
爸拉开窗口看看家后有什么动静...我那时很害怕...万一那些贼闯进来我们房里怎么办...
我就打了封 msg 给 aunty choo 若发生的话就立即 send 给她~
那些狗吠得更猛...过了一会儿...没声音了~~
爸妈也回到床去...可是我的心还是拼命的跳~~
真得很害怕~~~

七点多爸起来准备去做工...那时我还半睡半醒的状态...依然为凌晨的那件事而感到害怕~
害怕那些贼还在家里面~~
然后就睡到下午2 点才起床~~

依然有点害怕~~
刚上楼到 balcony 帮妈收衣服时都感到害怕~== ....
真的不希望家里半夜或几时都好...会发生进贼的事情~~

3:25a.M.CANT SLEEP~~~@.@

啊...睡不着啊...
这几天都是这样...是很多天了都是这样
半夜又饿到死...以前 june, eunice, vincent, aunty choo 他们一起到 mamak 那边吃
现在 june & eunice 都做工了... vincent 也不会再来了.. 因为 june 和 vincent 分手了~==
他们相爱了那么久..不知道为什么好好的他们会分~ >< ... 真的很想念 vincent ~ ><
想念我们以前一起出去吃东西... 看戏逛街... 吃好吃的东西............. ><

唉... 这几天想找个人出来喝茶都没办法 ...
yuan 说的'' 谁理你哦~''
唉 ... of course no one will bother me~ ><
but i really boring~

haiz~~~~~
watever

haiz .. it's almost to 4a.m.~~~
wat can i do???? ( go to bed and sleep)
but i cant~
yday lying on the bed~~~staired ~~
until 5 a.m. in the morning~~

yeah yeah ... watever~~
mom came down ... asked me why still dun want sleep~
i dint answer her question ... just editing my blog~

she switched off the tv and walked to the toilet~
few minutes past by .. still havent come out ~
i guess she was doing her '' cake '' ~~ == ....

tmr i have to go cut my hair ~ == ..
it's getting longer .. and it's bugging me~ == ...
saturday schools until 22 october .. == ... better than at home ... ==

偷偷爱着你 [ 日版花样少男少女] ^^

今天终于看完 >>>> 偷偷爱着你 [ 日版花样少男少女]...
哈哈~^^...其实跟台湾的相差不是很多而已啦~
只是日版的结尾比较好~^^...我喜欢~xD..^^

^^ ... 还不错~建议你去看~^^

^^...全部都很帅~xD

^^ ... 女主角和男主角~

^^...都很帅..xD

^^...如果那是他...那是我就好咯~xD

having concert with the Jonas Brothers XD

hehe ... yesterday i dreamed ~^^
dreamed that I was having concert with the Jonas Brothers.. xD
so funny~xD
but i like it ... hahaha...^^ .. ^^.. ^^.. ^^~
I also dreamed two boys want '' kao'' me~xD
but in dream, i also think that yuan already is my boy fren ..
so i cannot 变心.. cannot so greedy having another guy ~xD

In my dream i also promise myself cannot betrade yuan..
haha~ although i want to ~xD ...
aiyo .. in my dream only mah .. not in real life also ..
hahaha~ ^^

well .. it's has been 2 weeks my holiday went now~
and everyday i just waste my time sitting by the computer watching movie~
I want to work at my aunt's hotel ~
But no one accompany me~ >< ...=(
heng~ =(

WinG WinG hs '' bao gak'' eh~
very pity ~ >< ...
haiz .. the person who broke into other's ppl hs so bad~
sry to hear bout that Wing Wing~

== ... wt* ... mom want me to wash my school shoe ..== ...
halo~~~ i'm holiday-ing here~~~
still wash for wat oh~~ == ...
deng~

难道就是这样吗?><

昨晚被他气死了... >< .. 唉
看戏看到半夜两点多了都还想去睡觉...><
说想要把它看完先...>< ..难道她明天不用读书吗??

他这种行为就让我觉得他好像不关心自己的学业那样..
难道我之前的行为也是好像他那样让他认为我不重视自己的学业吗?
我想就是这样吧...

算了吧~~
也许他想只是隔天要上学读书而已嘛..又不是要考试了
就这样想看戏看到那么夜吧~
嗯~ ><

成绩差我也真的很不想~

''如果你能像关心我考试关心自己的考试就好了~^^''

难道我对他来说...在他眼里我是那么的不关心我的成绩吗?><...
i hate it when it talks about my result ...
i really hate that ...
i know my results are bad ... so bad ..
so what's the big deal ...
cant it just dont discuss about it?
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~

i really hate myself ...
== ....


watever

[ 小六家长日]

唉.. 也没怎么特别的一天...
也只是一个表演让家长的孩子近来中华这个'' 大家庭'' 而已...==
哼.... 不要近来中华啦 .. 陀衰你而已.. == ...
中华并非以前的中华咯~~~

跟小提琴一起合奏 '' Kan Kan 舞曲'' .. & '' Carmen(卡门)''
管乐+小提琴 =??? ....
Answer is~~~ Deng Deng .. 管旋乐队~ [ Orchestra ]

我不要管旋乐队 .. >< .. 因为... 我不喜欢咯.. xD

今天我们穿跟往常一样咯~ [ 黑色长袖+黑色长裤]
呵呵.. 今天还向 Ling 借他的黑色长袖来穿..
一穿上去而已...哇~很短啊...弯腰而已..后面就会露出~
本来想跟她买的~ 可是ahyan+ hsing 叫我不要买..
因为可以的话..就自己买咯.. 他们也说太短不好看~
我也没想法哦.. 就听他们的咯...

然后12点酱就完毕了...
然后去 UMA 吃maggi goreng~
哈哈... 吃到饱饱~然后回家...

阿咪的 spaghetti .. 哈哈..很好吃!^^

阿咪的jelly果冻~还好而已~~=(

葆雯.. [Saxophone-ing]xD

who?xD .. me lo~~ xD

** sHiT rEsuLt **
what the heck ~ i so hate my result ... 直线下降啊~~X( ...
haiz .. 我知道总平均一定会退步很多... >< ..
really don't know what i can do with those shit result ..
i think nothing i can do now .. cz .. i'm already holiday ... xD ..
while the others still having their final year exams ... xD ...
but i still felt depress with my sHiT rEsuLt ..
darn myself .. == ...

** At HoMe **
holiday lo .. hahaha~ xD ... what can i do at home??
hmmm~~
go work at my aunt's HOTEL ?? should i or shouldn't i ??
but i'm lazy to go to work from morning until noon~~
it's very tiring~~ i hate that very much~
unless yuan is there with me~ XD ..
hahaha ~~

** Yu@N **
hmmm~ just when out with him this wednesday~ ^^
that day is Hari Raya .. so we went out having our date lo~~^^
haha .. i was really happy on that day .. ^^ ..
very very very happy .. ^^ ...

we went to see 画皮~^^
it was nice .. but .. got a part which the 妖精 pulled off its human skin on its body ...
oh .. that part was so shit~ >< ... omg~><
after movie .. we walk and walk and walk .. nothing else we can do at The Curve except walking ..

when going back home having little small trouble with that~
taking texi was so troubleling~ ==
heng~ after taking texi back to kevin's hs to take back his car ..
thn he fetch me back to titiwangsa thn dad fetch me back~

oh ya~ i felt that kevin's mom kinda not like me .== ...
i dunno why ... mayb she thinnks that i'm a bad girl .. >< ...
haiz~~

[me and yuan ate all these 6 donuts from Big Apple xD]

it do looked delicious huh?! .. xD

sTuPiD rEsuLt

wat the heck ...
wat kind of result i had get on my uec trial ..
omg ..


i can go die ... D.I.E ...

shit dude .. omg ..
aiyo .. Geography : 42/100 .. == .. so dead .. average : 66/100..

luckily i pass ..

next is Bio : 14/34 ... == ..
Chemist : 9/?? ==. .. >< ..

OMG ... but luckily ..
English : PMR trial : 65/90 .. well .. for me it wasn't good enough ..

haiz~~ i'm so dead with those stupid result ~~

I'm free at Last

haha... exam finally all over ..
dun need bother to studies now ... xD
say bye bye to studies...xD

last day exam in form 3~~
shuang dao bao~~xD...
haha ... i'm free at last ... xD
damn happy dude ~~~ hahaha .. xD

yuan sms me and told me that he had reached school and waited me at the park..
Nee , Wing , Suyi said want go visit yuan .. haha .. thn they follow me together~
haha .. aiyo~so funny when they saw yuan .. haha ...
after few minutes i get into yuan's car .. Nee and Wing sms me ..
Nee : [ 车震了没有哦?xD ] .... Wing : [ 拉 handbrake 了没有哦..xD] ...
haiz .. let them zadao .. xD ... yuan also laugh~~

then me and yuan went to '' 记得食'' somewhere at kepong along the steet road ..
we ate 西米露~~ mango flavour~^^
well.. it wasn't that tasty at all .. haha ...
still '' 炮兵'' the best .. yup~xD

thn sat in the car chatting.. when back to school at 1:56pm ..
thn half way back .. yujun called .. haha ... she taught i put her '' aeroplane '' .. xD
aiyo .. me wont that bad de ..
reached at 2:20pm like taht ... thn say goodbye to yuan ...
meet with KuaN .. exYne ... we three go Mutiara eat '' 大姨妈'' ... xD
thn 4 something went back home ... ^^

was fun today .. especially with yuan .. ^^ ..
besides that ... i got something to say ...
[ I'm Free ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~xD]

6/9 Sep + end of pmr trial

[[考试]]

PMR 预试... 考得很差~可以说是见年内考得最差的一次长期考试... 昏啊~~~
数学，地理(国文版)，science，国文...死到惨惨...@.@...
噢我天...这次的考试真的很堕落...哈哈...
没关系呱...因为还有统考预试 ... 不过我觉得都会一样烂的吧... 哈哈...xD ...
随便啦 .. 反正我就是不要拿到太高分然后去到前面班读...=P...哈哈...:P

[[欢送会???]]

噢..这也是个烦恼啊.....下个拜二就是欢送会了...但是我们的游戏联课一直不批啊~
然而文书组的纪念品 .. >< .. 我真的很担心他们所谓的扑克牌... 哄~~~我不想看到失败/做不成的纪念品啊~~... >< .. 文书组~不要让我失望..ok???><...

hmmm~然后...没什么东西了哦...哈哈...
要知道我跟''他''的东西??...哈哈~
也没什么特别的啦...因为他都开始读书了嘛...所以会比较比较比较少见面了咯...
上次下雨,然后钰君就问了国荣可不可以坐yuan 的车出去...然后我没怎么反对要做他的车咯...
不过由于葆雯,exyne,maggie,文静...都要做哦...而且他们这四位有很迟很迟才出来...然后yuan和他妹就在车里一直等一直等...然后我也知道他妹的脾气...于是我就不想做他车出去的...可是钰君又不让我走路出去...况且又下着雨~但最后我还是上了他的车...
上到车而已...就看到yuan一只望着我...可是那眼神让我觉得他好像生气了....但应该是他为了不要让他妹看到他笑才那么严肃呱....然后四点所他sms来...说下雨了叫我小心一点...然后问了他刚才是不是有生气到..他说没有..只是等了有点久...^^

these few days ..

wooh .. been a time i din update my blog here .. =)

cz not in the mood for typing long journal .. xD

well .. these few days [ high school ]

busy with the committee things ...

everyday 1st recess hav to go to 联课 with xin hua ..

how frustrating ... i really hate to find them ..

and every time they hav to ask those question which hav nth to do with them

like .. inside 手册 how will be decorated with ..

like .. wats that gonna to do with them .. == ...

even the games they also want to take in charge of ..

come on .. we play wat game is none of ur business okay?!...

besides than that .. [ studies ]

** pmr trial **just left for only 10 days ...

** uec trial ** just left for not more than 4 weeks time ..

exams are getting closer by the minute ...

but i havent study for any subject at all ...

everyday reached home i just eat, sleep, watch, surfing the web...

nth else i will do other than those ...

haiz ... 堕落 ... >< ... i know i know ... ><

[ yuan ]

haha .. ^^ ... having time with him is the best time for me .. xD

last friday i just went out with him and other guys for SATE at kajang ..

he fetch me at titiwangsa bus station .. ^^..

and then we went to fetch kevin thn park at somewhere which not very near from the KTM

we've to walk for a distance and take KTM to Midvalley to buy Big Apple for yugi as his pre- bday

thn me, yuan and kevin went for McD ice cream...

when yuan eating, all the ice cream melt to his hands .. =D...

just seems like he havent ate ice cream for decades .. xD .. like a kid ... xD

5 o'clock .. outside it's raining like cats and dogs ...

we hav to rush back by KTM .. or else will be stuck with all the ppl in the train.. ><

after reaching at KTM .. it's raining more worse than just now ..

I just have an umbrella and it's just enough for one person ..

no other choices .. me and yuan hav to share the umbrella and walk back togather ..

haha ... it is better off without the umbrella than having it ..

walking back to yuan's car,

the road was water every where and my slipper are causing me to slipped ..

so i just hav to take off and walk with bare foot ... xD

but it's so painfull walking on the road ..

me and yuan were all wet ... ><

after we get into the car, we suggest kevin run back to the car himself without the umbrella .. xD

haha ... thn we went back to kevin's hs for a wash ...

I didnt bought any clothes with me .. so yuan borrows me his shirt .. xD ..

and kevin borrows his chong hwa exercise pants for me.. xD

felt so much better with the dry clothes .. ^^..

after that we go fetch eng, kimhan, yugi ...

we were suppose to wait at reckitt hs .. but he havent back home from 1U ..

so in the car.. back sit got kevin, eng, kimhan and yugi .. front sit just me and yuan ..

haha .. behind there were suggesting where should we go for not waiting at reckitt's hs ..

thn suggestion made .. we went back to kevin's hs .. haha ...

when we reached outside kevin's hs ..

becz of kevin borrow his shirt to yuan and the shirt were too big for him,

so he borrow clothes from eng and he just take off his clothes behind his car..

just as equal as he change his clothes on the road and outside kevin's hs .. hahah ...

time past .. reckitt was back and it is time to move on to kajang

and so we hav to stop at a petrol station somewhere at kajang to wait for reckitt's fren to meet us..

in the car, me and yuan were laying on the sit side to side .. chatting ..

suddenly a FLASH ... it's reckitt taking photo of me and yuan in his car ...

haha .. me and yuan were doing nth bad .. but reckitt also want take photo of us .. ==

thn we move on .. SATE KAJANG .. we reached ..

eating sate .. chatting happily .. ^^

midnight 12 o'clock reached ...

me and yuan holding hands back to the car park .. ^^ ..

and he fetch me back to my hs ...

1 something i reached home .. ^^ ..

he, eng and kevin went back to reckitt hs overnight ..

it was so happy and sweet get to go out with him .. haha .. ^^ ...

很不开心啊... ><

现在很不开心啊...

大便人今天一整天都没来找我啊...

早上回来的时候都不来找一找我....

算了咯..

去买水喝的时候看到他的车 park 在光前堂旁边...

就以为他还在学校内...

结果跟 ah kuan 去找他...可是却找不到哦...

算了咯...

午餐的时候跟[eng][boon][nen][ting][kuan]到 Mutiara 吃...

然后 eng 就讲一大堆 yuan 的东西...

(1) yuan 九月时会在 kevin 那所学校读书了... [ 他没告诉我]

(2)今天 yuan 不会回他家... [ 他也没告诉我]

身为他女朋友的我什么都不知道....

真的很生气...

不知道是在生气自己还是生气他...

生气自己是因为身为他的女朋友我什么都不知道....><

生气他是因为他不告诉我 ... ==

都不知道要怎么样 ...

什么哦现在 .... == ....

grrrrr ....

怎么办?

今天学会没有初三没有高二呃~

今天来学会的只有[ me ][boon][ wen ying][ xin yi][hui ying][xin shi] ...

hmmm .. boon 4 点就走了...剩下我跟四位新生...

过后在白板写了一些拍子...omg ..感到有点生气 .. 因为他们连 quavel 怎么打都不会 ... ><

过后叫一个一个打给我听... 结果第一个打而已...教练就进来了...

有来讲回往常对我们说过的话...虽然是有点闷...不过还蛮有帮助的...

过后就给他们打 procession to peace .. 结果.. 还打得不错哦...

比我预料中的好很多.. ^^ ...哈哈.. 不错啦..值得赞扬.. ^^ ...

也忘了...今天在班上第二次下课铃声敲了的时候...

有成就叫我 accept 他 send 给我的东西...

然后他就站在我隔壁靠过来..当时还靠得满近下的...我自己也发现到~

那时坐在隔壁的 Nee 就跟我说 [ 有成好想要 '' kao'' 你] ..

哈哈...然后我就说.. [难道我今年的桃花运那么好?] .. xD

他 send 给我的东西...都不知道是什么来的...

他说可以 control 我的电话的.. 结果真的可以控制到 ..

他还示范给我看...== ...

然后我就把这件事告诉了 yuan ...

起初看他好像很不喜欢有成可以控制我的电话..

然后我就问他那为什么不开心...

原来....他说他不爽游程能控制我的电话...

哈哈哈...其实我没预料到他会不爽的...他说因为很危险

过后就立刻答应他把有成的 device .. delete掉了...

哈哈哈.. ^^ ...

有成算得了是什么喔...他只不过是笑我一年的小弟弟而已嘛...

哈哈哈...

我是不会喜欢上他的啦...xD

嗯...对了...金骏在学会结束后来找我..说要和我谈谈...

结果我们就到一边谈...

原来他告诉我说 nen 和 bao xiang 要退团...

他也知道他们俩要退团是不可能...

不久...他就说出他心里的话...

他说只从那件事情后, 他和 nen 他们都没怎么说话了...

其实我还蛮了解他的心情的....

然后我还答应他说我会帮他跟 nen 他们的心结....

不过...我知道怎样解掉他们的心结喔...

怎么办啊?

真的好惊人 .. ><

小提琴学会演奏会在 5 August ....

这一天又学会呃...哈哈...上到一半的学会便去跟小提琴一起演奏了...

感觉还蛮普通的 .. xD ...

当我们换好漂亮且帅气的黑色西装半长袖衣+黑色西装裤~xD

有够帅气吧...哈哈...

怎知..不久后...竟然给我听到...ahYan 讲着 piCo 的坏话...><

他们不是很好的吗???...怎么我会听到 yan 再说他的坏话呢?

也许是我听错了吧...

那时还蛮多人在场的呢...

有[ bAo wEn .. Ling .. boon .. Nen ..]...

可是 yan 好像都没理有谁在就讲出来哦...真的有吓到我咯~

过后...听着听着...很确定是在讲着谁了...真的是 piCo ...

omg .. >< ..真得很不可思议... 让我非常惊压... ><

yAn 说 piCo 叫人去举报 yAn 的头发给寻到知道... >< ...

真的吗???...为什么呢?...其实..我到现在也敢相信...>< ...

然后在上拜六 KuaN 又向我提起这件事....

她对我说的都是举报那件事... >< ..

omg .. 真的很惊人 ... ><

"语无伦次~'' .. 大便~!!!

真是过分 .. 之前前一个星期说学会, 结果偏偏又有 ... 我都知道他们主席团不会那么好的啦 ... 不过也不能怪他们, 毕竟他们也只是要为我们团好.. 因为 concert 就快来了.. 不加紧练习是不能的~ 可是他们就是很没系统 .. 竟然在学会前一天才告诉我们第二天有学会 ... 有没有搞错 ... 不过, 其实我已经知道拜六那天会有学会的了 ... 而且还是yuan问eng 知道的... 竟然已经确定有学会了就摆脱早点通知吗 ... 真是的 ~!!

算了... 拜六那天去那边 '' tok '' [ 拖] ... 首先说跟小提琴合奏... 于是我们就搬乐器出来... 以为会在光前堂合奏... 怎知, 搬完过去后... 觉得不对劲.. 去问慧俐合奏地点是在哪里... 解答: [初一平班] ... 就离我们乐器是不到十步的班级 ... 有没有搞错~!!!!!!于是又从光前堂搬回过去...然后芷欣看到初一平的班根本一点位子给我们 percussion 都没有... 所以我们就把乐器搬进乐器室里, 只拿小件的出来... 因为那天刚好是老师培训课... 不久就有老师下来投诉我们太吵了... 然后告诉慧俐知道... 她就说到光前堂吹... ==... 真的给她炸到... ><.... 过后再把乐器搬出来后...我就去问慧俐我们 percussion 须不须要搬埋过去... 结果她说不用... 好处是我们不用浪费力气再搬过去光前堂.. 坏处是我们又要把搬出来的乐器搬回进去.... ><...

算了啦..结果考试时间了...考到一半...教练来了,

我们三个 percussion 又开始搬乐器 ... omg .. TT ..

搬得我们要生要死...真得很累人呃...

这一天...都很不开心...==

哈哈 .. nice 吧 ... xD ..我写的哦 .. 当然美啦 .. xD

￥*￥ hApPy b'DaY Nee ￥*￥

今天是霓的生日哦 哈哈

今天也不只是她一个人而已哦

有诗婷 淑仪的男朋友 我的表姐 .. ^^

23 July 还算是不错的一个日子

哈哈 ... 不过

最好的日子听起来还是 >>

** 31 July **

xD .. 哈哈

好嘛, 下个星期四就是我的生日啦 xD

Yuan 说我生日那个礼拜日

约我出去跟我庆祝我的生日.. xD

不过刚好那一天也是好友 ^aH KuAn^ 的生日

所以啊 .. 都不知道怎样好

hmmm~ 随便吧 .. 哈哈.. ^^

其实还蛮期待 YuAn 会送我什么礼物

xD ..

不过还有一个星期才到我的生日啊 .. =='''

还要等到那么就哦.. 唉 .. >'<

《《课堂上》》

唉 .. 卓老师, 又来了

'' 我之前已经上了三堂课了啊 快没声音了 你们安静点好嘛? ''

== .. 每次进到班就是那一副死样

前两天而已对我们的态度就是不理不睬的

原因:我的班的三位代言人, 早上去找桌老师

要求说我们的考试延迟两天

结果两天后 考出来的成绩让她超级失望的

不过我还是蛮感谢那三位代言人的

哈哈.. 如果不是因为延迟的话, 我看我的成绩会很烂

《《初三智》》

已经都快到了考试期了

他们的心情还是漠不关心的

以前的初三慧哪儿会这样的啊

今年还比去年的惨 .. 唉

《《体育节》》

今天跑学校六圈呃

oh my 天 ..

结果用了十八分钟多秒

哈哈

很累呃跑到

最讨厌就是跑步了

虽然可以练习肺活量

可是我的骨骼就是不好嘛

|| ** 管乐团 ** || ** wInD BaNd ** ||

四年来..管乐团真的带来不少美好的回忆给我..
有悲的 有欢的 都是来自管乐团
甚至好一段时期 认为管乐团还来得比家人更重要
甚至想 没了管乐的我 现在会是在那些学会做着我不喜欢做的事情

四年来 管乐团让我更明白 为什么ex-member 都肯为管乐付出那么多 那么多
concert 巡回 交流 运动会
更让每个团员留下更印象深刻 更美好 更难忘的 回忆
就好像我当初进管乐后 顿时有一段时间让我感到非常寂寞
但 因为那年刚好有 [ 绚乐 2005 年隆中华管乐团演奏会 ] 让我更喜欢这学会

四年来 PERcussION 真的给了我很多鼓励与欢乐
当我伤心时 总会有他们在我身旁陪伴我
当我伤心时 他们总会想办法逗回我开心
当我感到疲惫时 大家就一起疲惫啊
当我很开心时 开心得非常疯狂的时候 他们都会笑我说我疯了 ==

四年来 在我初二那年 是我第一个在管乐团内所当的职位 [ 文书/纪念品 ]
初二年尾 当上了执委 [ 乐谱组 ]
初二开始 做过了很多不同的职位
直到今年 开始觉得 疲倦了 好想投降 不想做了
真得很累了 各种压力 都重重的压在我身上 甚至逃不过气来
我知道这些并不算什么 但每个人的极限 都不同 而我的 ** 已是到了极限了 **

四年来 教练再如何骂我/percussion 我们都将它吸收 或把它当成耳边风
percussion ex-member 再怎样说 也许我/我们会感到不满
但 以上的 都比不过金骏的那一句
那么多年来 不管谁说我们都好 就算批评得多严重 多难听 都没金骏那一句来得那么伤

四年来 我还是第一次 看到钰君为了这件事感到愤怒
四年来 我还是第一次 看到宝祥为了这件事感到愤怒
四年来 我还是第一次领悟到 原来有那么多人对我们的批评
四年来 我在管乐团 四年了 第一次 看到 [ Percussion ] 为了这一件事那么生气

管乐团的 家庭温暖 逐渐淡化了
不再像以前的管乐团了
到底是什么原因把管乐造成这样??
到底是哪里出了问题??

好像回到过去的管乐团
没什么担忧 烦恼 的管乐团

Darn You~!!!

our president : Mr.Kimjun ... ~!==... just scolded us in front of the band .. Wat's the matter with him ... he said '' Next time when coach is teaching, i dun hope that anyone is talking .. Percussion !!! you all have been talking for 20 minutes ... other than that, we have already help the band to registered the place for u all to practice for all of yourselves ... and it's PERCUSSIONIST again ... during self practising u all dun have the target .. and just simply hitting and still eat during practice .. '' ........ what the hell is he saying ... fine .. we chat during coach was teaching .. we know that that's our wrong .. but we did not agree that he said that we dun have our target ...~!!!... you dunno the way we percussion do .. and so pls shut ur mouth up ... say us dun have target ~!! ... damn u .. the whole band is just blow with their instrument by breathing .. but us percussion just using our fingers to hit .. so did u think that u all breathing need stamina and us percussion dun need stamina ?!! damn you~ oh yeah .. u think u all that huh .. but u ins't~!!!! say us is the worse .. u are the most wrost of all ... ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

没那个能力

拜二时...叫他们打拍子...哪里知道自己的拍子也给他们搞扎了...汶铨就停下来问我..'' 在打什么哦..''...><...然后我一时忍不住,眼眶就充满泪水...可是没哭出来...过后我没心情了,就叫钰君帮我打拍子...唉...芷欣他们选我做组长..如果我真的当上了...我不知道我有什么资格带他们上来... >< ...汶铨,宝祥他们都厉害过我...我真的他们都可以将我打败..我还有什么资格做呢???....毕竟当组长不是个很好做的职位...压力又大哦...我只想做个普通的团员啊....><....我没资格做组长~!!!

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SO FED-UP

I was so fed-up with him ... he promised me at the 1st time .. how could he broke his promised ~!!! ... so angry with him ... although he said before that he put his friends at 2nd place and put me at 3rd place ... i really don't mind he put me at 3rd place .. but how could he did that to me?!!

I was so wanted to meet him ... didn't he wanted to meet me too?! but end-up how???!!! ... == ...

really fed-up~

school life is rough

It was so rough .. even i cant recall how rough it was .. cant imagine how i'd been through all these years ... how amazing~ XD .. but ... being a part of the committee in my wind band was even rougher than school .... TT ... u cant over playing during practice .. or else will be a bad example for the others member .. >< ... blah blah blah ... and all those stupid rules .. sigh ... the worse part is .. if late passing up the report, we'll gonna pay them RM5~!!! .. for late passing up the report .. @.@ ... my god .. how annoying ...

But .. joining wind band, I'd never felt regret .. ^^ ... wind band has given me lots of sweet memories .. ^^ ... laughs .. sad .. tired ... had made me even more stronger and more independence towards myself .. and the best part is .. let me get to know that wind band had been a great family .. even let me get to know *Yuan* ..^^ ... and those cool pal ... ^^ .. yeah ... it was great .. ^^ ... i love them so much .. ^^ ... but, it wont lass for too long ... one year after one year ... some of them will graduate .. and then, the family feel .. will be faither and faither ... TT ... sigh .. i hate this part ...

Just last saturday, Shing Yi's mom just slapped her in front of everyone after society ... how shocking .. >< ... the reason her mom slapped her is because she had lied to her mom about coming to society ... haiz .. don't know why Shing Yi hav to be like that .. is it us have been treated her too bad?! .. i think not ... but .. who cares .. if she doesn't like this wind band anymore .. and stop coming to society .. we cant do anything to solve her problem .. is her decision ~~

IOI Mall contest have been cancel... that sads us .. cause this year's IOI Mall is for PRIMARY SCHOOL ... == ... haiz .. I wish i can take part once in IOI ... the chances taking part in IOI was so rare ... oowwww~~~ ><

上课拍照 .. XD

最近上课时都一直拍照... 哈哈... 其实不算是最近啦... 从开学后, 跟骞霓裳科室都一直自拍~ ^^'''...

然后星期三上体育课时, 有跟思玮..淑仪,骞霓拍照.. ^^... 因为体育老师去开会了.. 所以就有别的老师来代课 ... 所以我们就可以拿出手机... 反正那老师也不会没收的... XD ... 下面的都是我们四位美女的自拍... ^^... XD

parents never understand us~

i've know my average result ... 62.xxx ~~ i was quite happy bout my result .. even yuan felt suprise and happy for me .. but he say just for now only .. ^^ .. hehe .. he wants me to get 70.xxx so then he will giv me his 1st kiss as my target ... XD .. getting 70.xxx is hard for me .. and i know .. even is impossible for me ~ haiz ... >< ...

I've told my parents about the result .. but they din even felt proud of me ... they said :'' u just get 62.xxx, dun get so happy yet .. u still hav the coming semester hav to face~ get 70.xxx just can count as balance ... '' ... when i heard they said this .. i felt so angry .. and i cried~

Sighxxx~~~~

They will never know wat i'm thinking .. they will never know~ sometimes i really really really hate them~

最近还蛮开心~^^

最近的我还蛮开心的啦 ... ^^ ..

自从我跟国源在 03 June 去了拍拖后.. ^^ .. 我们的感情更加深了好几倍 .. ^^ .. 而且我们那天出去还牵手呢~!!^^ .. 哈哈 .. 超开心的 ... ~~^^ ...

好啦.. 就讲下我们那天的行程啦... ^^

本来 02 June 说好要在 Mid Valley 看免费戏的~ 哪里知道那天晚上一直找不到那些免费入场卷... 原来, 是各个拿了~ 唉 .. 问妈咪时.. 她就说: ''expired 了咯 .. 你问 johan 啦 .. 他拿了... '' ... 结果没有免费入场卷了咯.. 不过, 我们去拍拖的地点依然没改变到 .. XD .. ^^ ... 因为我本来不会去 Mid Valley 的.. 所以就跟他讲我自己搭的士去咯 .. 然后他就说没关系 .. 还有他嘛.. ^^ .. 他带我去咯 .. ^^ .. 所以我们就越好 03 June 早上 11:20 am 在 KL Setral 见面.. ^^ ...

那天晚上有点兴奋到睡不着 .. 结果隔天早上起来时, 还觉得有点累 .. 不想去的感觉 .. 哈哈 .. 不过还是去床去冲凉了~ 然后换上新衣 .. ^^ .. 长袖的 T-shirt & 短裙 .. ^^ ... 然后就去理发店剪我的头发 .. XD... 当那个理发店的老板看到我时.. 她就呆着的看着我说:'' 靓女.. 我可以帮你什么?^^'' ... XD ... 我去了那么多次, 难道我穿上了隐形眼镜那个老板就认不出我吗??^^ ... 哈哈... 还是我真的有美到?^^ .. XD ... 然后就给了老板的 staff 修剪我的头发 ... 那个 staff 是个男孩 ... 他一面剪就一面跟我讲话哦~ 哈哈... 不过我对他没兴趣 .. ^^ .. 只想着待会儿的头发会不会剪到很难看 ... 若很难看, 要怎么见国源呢?^^ .. 不过, 他还帮我修剪到还好 .. ^^ .. 过后就搭巴士去 Titiwangsa 然后坐 Monorel 到 KL Sentral~ 从十点半就开始搭去 .. >< .. 结果我还是迟到了 .. ><.. 哎哟.. 上一次是我迟到, 现在有是我哦 .. >< ... 结果他之前前一天他还说谁迟到的话, 一秒就亲一下~ >< .. 不过我都没亲到他 .. ^^ .. =D ... 才不敢~没那个胆子.. ^^

然后我们就搭巴士到 Mid Valley 咯 .. 结果下巴士后我的鞋子就被后面的人踩到~ 整个鞋都给他拉了出来 ... 结果鱼了一下下~ ><.. 国源还笑我哦~ 然后我们就走路到 Mid Valley ~ 当上到买戏票区时, 看到佩仪和她的姐姐~^^ ... 那时我们看到佩仪和她姐姐时, 我还以为国源会想要躲开避免让佩仪看到我们在一起 ... 可是他并没有 .. 反而还问我要不要过去打个招呼 ... 难道我的判断都是错的?? 然后我们就去买票啦 .. 看 Narnia .. ^^ .. 排队时还遇见凯琳 .. 可是她没看到我们 .. 都不知道他是真的没看到还是早就看到了我们然后装没看到 .. 也看到好几对情侣排队买票的时候, 难得都会站在他们女朋友后面抱着她们 ... 然后再看看我和国源 ... 我们却是个站个的~ 拖手也没有.. 呵呵 ... 不过我没计较 ... 但是还挺羡慕别的情侣那样做~ 我想因为我们都很害羞吧 .. 所以都不敢想其他情侣一样抱着对方 ... ^^ ... 买了票后就去买东西进去戏院里了 .. 坐下后, yuan 就指着隔位子给我们放手的地方说:'' 把这个拆掉~^^ .. '' ... 呵呵 ... 其实那是我明白他那句话是什么意思的 ... 可是我还是傻傻的去问他: '' 做莫要拆掉?^^~''... 哈哈... 然后就 show time 咯.. ^^ .. 我喂他吃 popcorn .. 可是我累了就换他喂我吃直到吃完为止~ 哈哈 ... ^^ ...还蛮辛苦他的~ ^^''' ....

看完后我们就到 Food Court 吃 Ikan Bakar .. ^^ ... 听 hsing 讲, 那儿好像是管乐常会去吃的地方哦~^^ .. 我还是刚知道而已~ 不说我也不知道~ Ikan Bakar 还不是一般的辣~ 呵呵 .. 是很辣~ 吃完后 yuan 买了一碗 ABC .. 我们俩公私吃一碗... ^^ ... 吃完后就到 The Garden 走走~^^ ... 其实 The Garden 也没什么好走 .. 我们进了卖电脑店~ Nokia 店~ Sony Ericson 店~ Border ~ 哈哈 ... 还蛮闲聊的~ 走走下我们就牵手了~^^ ... 是他主动牵先的~ 呵呵 ... 刚牵时, 还蛮开心的 ... 一般印度年轻人经过我们时还看了我们一下... 然后好笑的是, 我们居然站在一间卖戏剧店的外面看戏~ 不久还有小孩也陪我们一起看 ... XD ... 走走下... 时间也过去了 .. 也是回家的时候了 ... 本来他可以直接在 Mid Valley 回的.. 因为我不会辨别那些 planform A platform B .. KTM, Monorel, LRT 会有的的东西~ 他为了让我辨别.. 于是陪我一起回到 KL Sentral 他才搭巴士回家... ^^ ... 呵呵... 而我就帮他付了那一块钱的 KTM 票~^^ ...

到了 KL sentral ... 我就买票回去 Titiwangsa 咯... ^^ ... 本来还走之前, 亲他一下的.. 不过还是因为不敢 .. 加上人来人往 ... XD .. 最后没亲到.. 就这样回家了 ... ^^~ 那一天真的很开心啦 .. 其中原因是因为牵手了... XD .. 不过那一天也没用他的手机拍下照片留念/拍大头贴~ 还蛮可惜的~ 唉~ .. 不过希望下一次可以快快再跟他出街啦 .. ^^ ...

被人赞美的一天...=D

上个星期五啊 ... 也就是我们去走<<康乐街>> 过后的一天 ... 我们管乐就去了一个 dinner .. ^^ .. 在 The Mince... 那个 dinner 其实是为了筹款给四川的灾民们的~ 然后必须穿得很 formal 的... 结果那天就跟 eunice 借了她们的衣服来穿... 哈哈 .. 经过细心的打扮之后 .. ^^... 整个好像变成有钱人的女儿酱了 .. XD ... 哈哈 ... 打扮得蛮美下的啦 .. ^^ ... 钰君也不赖哦~ 她也穿得非常好看非常漂亮哦~ XD ... 简直是轰动整个管乐的哦... ^^ .. 哈哈... 我和钰君, 唯一穿低胸+V shape 的衣服去~ XD ... 而且枫铃和 ahyan 都说我那天很美呃 ... XD ... 超开心的 ... 加上 .. 只有我们 percussion 穿到最整齐最好看的声部 ... ^^ ...
不是穿黑的就是白的.. ^^

那天晚上 dinner 的主题为 *** 地震无情 大马有爱*** ~^^ ... 吃的食物还算 oklah .. ^^ .. 也不是说很好吃啦 .. XD .. 吃完后, 一系列的节目表演就开始了 ... 当中还请来了中国的母女来演讲 ... 讲到我们都哭... 讲得非常很凄凉 ... 那小女孩也很厉害~ ^^ ... 林宇中和阿牛个也有来演唱一首歌哦... ^^

过后... 拍团体照就座巴士回学校去了 .. 回到学校时, 看到 yuan 的车.. ^^ .. 哈哈... 看到他的头放在 staring wheel 上... 笨笨的~ ^^ ... eng 上了车之后, 他就开车走了 .. 过后回到家后, 就跟他 sms .. ^^ ... 然后隔天早上~ 七点多吧.. 还是八点多酱吧 .. 他就 sms 我了 ... 很早哦 .. 他从来都不那么早 sms 我的.. 过后才知道原来他失眠了... 所以就那么早 sms 我.. ^^ ... 可是失眠的原因是想了一大堆东东所以才失眠 .. 哈哈 .. 傻傻的 ... ^^ ... 还问我约会时间可不可以挪后几天 ... 因为他这一天去了文钦家过夜 ... 怕妈咪会生气 .. 所以要挪后~^^ ... 所以我们第二次约会时间是在 03 June 2008 .. ^^ ....